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Nothing Seems Forever, Wasted

by Marie Kerr

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1.
Baseball 02:21
Break me, make me feel light Sometimes I laugh, endless, in the night Pitch black, nothing falters your attack Baseballs always knock me on my ass. Bruises grow bigger with every blush I love you come back bruised, your face flushed. Your hair Your ears Your eyes Your smile Your tears Small years My fears Stay awhile It means nothing Nothing.
2.
Male pattern baldness mixed with the mindfulness he lacks, a shell of a man halting my cognitive tracks. If I could just throw my morality aside, I'd lunge at the old man and close his beady eyes. I slam my head into the desk. I ram these pens into my chest. We've lost this nice simplicity. There goes the kid inside of me. I stood there This setting has caused my despair Where's a close window, no sign of my benzos The daisies are in the air and I'm stuck here.
3.
Here's one big fuck up I should have avoided. I fell on my ass, naked, exploited. Get out of my past. Every day I wait for you at the station 7pm, a puppet, just dead weight, Teach me to to chase the light it can't reach me Hold hands as I I stand by with swollen glands. Scream out your name run away from nothing Put your cold feet against my warm body The only comfort I find is in the words I'm sorry.
4.
I stood there Couldn't look past your garden Still it seems you have not changed Never could stay the same, always were the same. I don't believe what they told me You resist the good life these days Your life crisis is starting And still you have not changed. Go on and change your name. I bet you'll look the same. What is this choice you've made? Lemons & lemonade.
5.
Ladder 05:14
Blast off to the times I thought you gave a shit.. I often thought that my pilot light was far from lit. Reminded of how you simulate a heart attack, Olympia is a better place without you holding me back. I'll find some peace of mind Shut your small trap Oh, it would never last please stab my back Too late, this black wave crashes over me I only see you. At least my parents had enough sense to separate and save my state of mind for years to come so I could leave that all behind. Drowning below, drowning below Don't cover my eyes enemy spies Comfort decayed, comfort decayed These pictures are stale in many ways This ladder was my final mistake Can't be erased. I sullenly take the blame for everything Giving your hand the desperate clutch I know I need Foraging through these past days, they're not the same Pulling the grass, digging deep, I'm fair game. Bleed it out Screaming loudly I'll pretend Living lightly To be your friend I'll be so kind Never again Oh never mind Kill me now Kill me right here Take it away Take all my tears Pass the days Nothing happened It's better this way Times I'm trapped in Little tears I was shaking Little thoughts You were faking Bigger fears Nowhere to run So disraught I think I'm done. I'm nowhere Never was 1 o'clock Sitting on the dock I'll unwind In my mind In my bed This is my home In my head.

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released February 20, 2017

Andrew Pardo: Guitar, Vocals
Quade Benson: Bass (Tracks 1, 2, 4, 5), Vocals (Tracks 2-5)
Isaac Aceves: Drums, Vocals (Tracks 3 and 5)
Steven Fehlman: Bass (Track 3)

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punk band from palmdale, ca

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